Believe in yourself.
Believe in yourself.
168 & 169/365

168: I completely forgot to write yesterday. It was the UPJ thing and it was boring as hell. I really have nothing else to say about it.

169: Day 1 of a 5 day work run. Opened and closed. It wasn’t THAT bad. I just really didn’t want to be there and I def. did not feel like making tacos or anything. 

166 & 167/365

166: So yesterday I worked from 12-close. Got a workout in the morning then went to work. It wasn’t bad until I found out that person is moving stands and I was so upset, but didn’t let it show. I was still pretty mad.

167: This morning I opened and while we were opening I saw that person and was surprised to see him and it was his official last day in the stand (well probably not but he’s managing somewhere else) and I tried to see him as much as I could. Random excuses to go to his stand or look at him from my stand cause I could see into his. We had discussions about books and science and I like talking to him. 

I got to leave early and I passed him coming back from his break and he seemed genuinely upset I was leaving, that or he was just surprised I was leaving early and wanted to leave early himself. But any ways, we exchanged a few words and he told me to make sure I visit him when he’s in his new stand and I will, I plan on it. 

Then I went up to my pap’s and we had stuff for father’s day and we hung out and stuff. Now I’m home half asleep and I have a UPJ tour tomorrow, ugh yay. 

But what he said, about me making sure I visit him, made my day.

165/365

Wow only 200 more days left in 2013, that’s weird to think about. 

Any ways, yesterday I had to get up early to go to the OBGYN. I told her about the pills I was on and she switched them, thank goodness! She also told me I have beautiful skin :) which is a compliment I NEVER get. It’s either “you have such nice hair” or eyes or teeth but NEVER my skin so that was nice. 

Me, Tasha, and Fish went to Westmorland. First we stopped at Barnes and Nobles and I got Animal Farm/1984 because 1) That person at work told me about it and 2) it actually looks interesting. I also got a Daenery’s  Targaryen figure, I was so happy.

Then we went to the mall and looked around, got food. Fish was telling me to bulk up the courage and ask that person out. Oh I might as well use his name, to ask Trey out. Then we went to Sonic, I got a milkshake, I know, I shouldn’t have. THEN we went to Target and I got three more fucking books, that’s 7 that I still have to read for fuckssake. Then we went to Walmart and came home, so it was a fun day yesterday and I did a lot of driving. 

And now I have work from 12-close. 

163 & 164/365

163: So I got 5 hours of sleep and had to get up early to take my mom to work. I just felt so sick, I didn’t wanna eat anything or even move, I just wanted to sleep. I went to work around 2 and then came home and did a lot of nothing.

164: Worked open to close today, it was a long day. I saw that person for about 5 minutes and was pretty disappointed. Then I was stuck with two guys whose mission had to be “annoy Meagan day” oh my god I was going to hit them across the head. Then the day ended and I was so happy.

162/365

Well today I got up and got a good workout in before the movies. Then we went to see the Purge which was NOT AS BAD as I thought it would be. There were some “eh” moments but it wasn’t bad. 

Then we went to Walmart, I got two more books :D it’s a problem I know. Then we went out to eat and just talked about stuff. 

I have a plan to try and get Trey to go to the movies with me, maybe it will work, I hope so.

161/365

Well today was my measure in day and I lost at least an inch everywhere! That’s getting somewhere! I’m happy with that. 

I ate pretty good, aside from the two hot dogs for dinner. Got in a good workout and that’s about it. 

Work yesterday was just long and so many things went wrong. The only good thing was seeing that person. 

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