Believe in yourself.
Believe in yourself.
134/365

So yesterday, it was a long day, but I also didn’t go to bed until 1.

I got up and went to the gym and did some pilates when I got back, I was sore and I’m still pretty sore. I plan on doing at least 100 squats a day and I’ve been doing jump squats again cause I think when I do them I do notice a difference.

Afterwards I went and got food and did some studying then I started Game of Thrones which is REALLY good. To me it has been a lot of sex, politics, and family. But that kind of stuff just doesn’t bother me anymore, thanks Tumblr! 

Pens game was on but I couldn’t watch it and I didn’t feel like watching livestream cause the announcers suck and I didn’t want to listen on the radio so I checked in every now and then on Tumblr. Yeah we won, 5 games won, 11 more to go! 

I stayed up until 1 studying and finishing the first season of Game of Thrones. I have a freaking exam at 1, which I’m pretty confident about but I have to memorize fucking art.

Okay, yeah, gotta study. 

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133/365

Congrats to me for not leaving my room today! 

Basically I woke up, ate, watched a bunch of videos on Youtube, ate lunch, watched more videos, worked out, took a shower, ate, finished my art essay, studied, and now I’m here, on Tumblr. 

I do plan on leaving my room tomorrow! Just letting you know, but still, I didn’t really have a reason to today. Just a few days left…

131 & 132 /365

131: So that was Saturday. I had training for work (even after working there for 2 years) and it wasn’t bad. The only bad part was the people who I ended up sitting next to (yes thank you for chewing during the whole training session, it was lovely) 

Then I came home and died during the Pens game. It’s weird to think it was only a night ago. But they went into overtime and FUCKING WON. They won the first round in the playoffs, that hasn’t happened in years! So onto the next (hopefully not on Wednesday or Friday, please please no) 

132: And today, me and dad left the house early cause he was going to his mom’s house so I got back here early. I basically spent the afternoon eating soup and making up study guides for the two exams I have this week. I tried working on the last essay I needed to write but it just wasn’t working. 

It’s gonna be a long ass week.

130/365

Friday wasn’t very eventful.

Basically I spent the morning watching Sherlock, then cleaned, then visited Tasha and Fish at work, and came home and that’s about it. 

129/365

So, Thursday, went to the gym early, got food, went to my last art class, came home, AND THE PENS WON!

They are up 3-2 in the series, if they win on Saturday it’s over and bye bye Islanders!

They looked really good, like really good, like how they played before the last 3 games. 

128/365

I got shit DONE! today. I’m proud of myself.

I didn’t go to the gym in the morning like usual, instead I finished an essay, finished an online math thing, got part of my art blog done, went to geology, got food, finished the rest of my art blog, and started working on my art essay. That’s all I have left, the art essay. Well that and to study. Oh and the empty bed on the other side of the room has stuff all over it that I’m taking home tomorrow. I’m taking home a bunch of shit basically. 

Since I didn’t go to the gym all I had to eat today was two things of light yogurt, a banana, and a salad. And water. But I figured since I wasn’t going to work out I shouldn’t eat a lot. I’d be surprised if I ate 1,000 calories today. Not complaining though.

I do feel A LOT better since I stopped taking my birth control pills. I don’t know if I’m just getting better but it does feel like my anxiety isn’t as bad. But I am anxious about training on Saturday and I don’t even know why. I guess I’m nervous if no one I know is there…

I am just ready to go home tomorrow. Last fucking class tomorrow too! I could not be more excited. 

Oh and another thing, I get to watch…

I FUCKING HATE THIS COMPUTER, WHY ARE YOU FUCKING MOVING AROUND SO MUCH CURSOR!

I get to watch Supernatural on time tonight :D

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