Believe in yourself.

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pleasedontbreakit — Tue, 18 Jun 2013 20:12:22 -0400

168: I completely forgot to write yesterday. It was the UPJ thing and it was boring as hell. I really have nothing else to say about it.

169: Day 1 of a 5 day work run. Opened and closed. It wasn’t THAT bad. I just really didn’t want to be there and I def. did not feel like making tacos or anything.

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pleasedontbreakit — Sun, 16 Jun 2013 20:41:42 -0400

166: So yesterday I worked from 12-close. Got a workout in the morning then went to work. It wasn’t bad until I found out that person is moving stands and I was so upset, but didn’t let it show. I was still pretty mad.

167: This morning I opened and while we were opening I saw that person and was surprised to see him and it was his official last day in the stand (well probably not but he’s managing somewhere else) and I tried to see him as much as I could. Random excuses to go to his stand or look at him from my stand cause I could see into his. We had discussions about books and science and I like talking to him.

I got to leave early and I passed him coming back from his break and he seemed genuinely upset I was leaving, that or he was just surprised I was leaving early and wanted to leave early himself. But any ways, we exchanged a few words and he told me to make sure I visit him when he’s in his new stand and I will, I plan on it.

Then I went up to my pap’s and we had stuff for father’s day and we hung out and stuff. Now I’m home half asleep and I have a UPJ tour tomorrow, ugh yay.

But what he said, about me making sure I visit him, made my day.

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pleasedontbreakit — Sat, 15 Jun 2013 11:09:59 -0400

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pleasedontbreakit — Sat, 15 Jun 2013 10:02:51 -0400

Wow only 200 more days left in 2013, that’s weird to think about.

Any ways, yesterday I had to get up early to go to the OBGYN. I told her about the pills I was on and she switched them, thank goodness! She also told me I have beautiful skin :) which is a compliment I NEVER get. It’s either “you have such nice hair” or eyes or teeth but NEVER my skin so that was nice.

Me, Tasha, and Fish went to Westmorland. First we stopped at Barnes and Nobles and I got Animal Farm/1984 because 1) That person at work told me about it and 2) it actually looks interesting. I also got a Daenery’s Targaryen figure, I was so happy.

Then we went to the mall and looked around, got food. Fish was telling me to bulk up the courage and ask that person out. Oh I might as well use his name, to ask Trey out. Then we went to Sonic, I got a milkshake, I know, I shouldn’t have. THEN we went to Target and I got three more fucking books, that’s 7 that I still have to read for fuckssake. Then we went to Walmart and came home, so it was a fun day yesterday and I did a lot of driving.

And now I have work from 12-close.

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pleasedontbreakit — Sat, 15 Jun 2013 10:02:35 -0400

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pleasedontbreakit — Thu, 13 Jun 2013 20:24:49 -0400

163: So I got 5 hours of sleep and had to get up early to take my mom to work. I just felt so sick, I didn’t wanna eat anything or even move, I just wanted to sleep. I went to work around 2 and then came home and did a lot of nothing.

164: Worked open to close today, it was a long day. I saw that person for about 5 minutes and was pretty disappointed. Then I was stuck with two guys whose mission had to be “annoy Meagan day” oh my god I was going to hit them across the head. Then the day ended and I was so happy.

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pleasedontbreakit — Tue, 11 Jun 2013 18:28:50 -0400

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pleasedontbreakit — Tue, 11 Jun 2013 18:20:40 -0400

Well today I got up and got a good workout in before the movies. Then we went to see the Purge which was NOT AS BAD as I thought it would be. There were some “eh” moments but it wasn’t bad.

Then we went to Walmart, I got two more books :D it’s a problem I know. Then we went out to eat and just talked about stuff.

I have a plan to try and get Trey to go to the movies with me, maybe it will work, I hope so.

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pleasedontbreakit — Mon, 10 Jun 2013 20:22:38 -0400

Well today was my measure in day and I lost at least an inch everywhere! That’s getting somewhere! I’m happy with that.

I ate pretty good, aside from the two hot dogs for dinner. Got in a good workout and that’s about it.

Work yesterday was just long and so many things went wrong. The only good thing was seeing that person.

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pleasedontbreakit — Sun, 09 Jun 2013 11:31:38 -0400

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pleasedontbreakit — Sun, 09 Jun 2013 11:31:25 -0400

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pleasedontbreakit — Sun, 09 Jun 2013 11:30:05 -0400

Last day of work until Wednesday, only work 1230 to close. Got in a good workout this morning, I feel good, and ready to go (but I have to pack my lunch first.)

I’m getting that giddy, excited feeling because I have a mini crush on someone and I’m excited to see him but at the same time I don’t want to make an idiot out of myself. Like there are times when I avoid talking to him because I feel too embarrassed. I just gotta be myself and act confident (I feel like I’m contradicting myself there.)

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pleasedontbreakit — Sat, 08 Jun 2013 21:04:00 -0400

157: So Thursday I had a good workout and watched So Weird.

158: Got up early to workout then went to work at 10. Just me and my manager Sarah. Pens lost, season is over. :(

159: AND TODAY I started at 930 and worked until close. Holy shit do my feet hurt. Oh and I realized how much of an idiot I sound like when I talk to the guy I sort of like.

I SWEAR TO GOD I’M SMART is just what I want to yell at him

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pleasedontbreakit — Thu, 06 Jun 2013 09:22:03 -0400

Yesterday was so productive d:

Basically I got up and started having a So Weird marathon. I had a 45 minute cardio workout, but I still didn’t eat the fucking best.

And the Pens lost in double overtime.

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pleasedontbreakit — Tue, 04 Jun 2013 17:46:38 -0400

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pleasedontbreakit — Tue, 04 Jun 2013 17:46:27 -0400

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pleasedontbreakit — Tue, 04 Jun 2013 17:45:10 -0400

I FEEL GOOD holy shit man. My stomach feels really flat (even though it’s not) my abs and obliques hurt, my quads and butt are sore, even my back. I’m feeling a lot stronger and you can tell: my arm muscles are becoming more prominent, my butt looks more lifted, and right below my butt looks a million times better.

Well, second day off, don’t work until Friday. I need a rest day this week so that will probably be Saturday. Oh yeah, I feel good.

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pleasedontbreakit — Mon, 03 Jun 2013 19:50:22 -0400

So last night we actually ended up trying to go to the drive in, but they wouldn’t let us in for the second movie, so we got hummus and pretzels and went back to Fish’s house and watched LoTR.

I didn’t get back until after 1 but still got up before 8. I watched the recent Game of Thrones episode and died at the end, FUCKING PLOT TWIST. 3 more people I liked died! plus one of the wolves.

I was really sad for the next 4 hours but then got up and worked out. I felt a lot better afterwards. Now we’re just waiting for the Pens game to come on. They better not give me a fucking headache like last time.

pleasedontbreakit — Sun, 02 Jun 2013 20:38:21 -0400

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pleasedontbreakit — Sun, 02 Jun 2013 17:09:36 -0400

Guess who got to leave work early? :D MEEEE

Got up early, did a quick exercise thing, took a shower, went to work, was bored for 5 hours cause no one wanted a taco, and I got home.

BUT there is this guy who is the manager at the stand next to ours, I think he’s my age or somewhere around there, and like, he is as big of a nerd as me. He’s majoring in something really…hard d: and he understood a Big Bang Theory reference! I was so happy.